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Friday, September 5, 2008
YAY! My diploma piano exam is finally over! but it was really bad, especially the recital. Quick study and viva voce were okay though, i hope i will get a "clear pass" or "high pass" for them so they can pull up my total score. Even though i will be really happy if i pass, i won't be surprised if i fail, because of the recital. But i won't be sad too, cos then i'll have another chance to retake the recital or the whole exam, and this time i will aim for a distinction, something that i haven't achieved in any of my piano practical exams, although i've got three distinctions in my theory exams( grades 4,5 and 6!), which i am really proud of. I think i'll have to pay the full exam fee of course, which is $655, but my father says he'll let me retake if i have the motivation and interest to carry on. But i've been practising a lot for my diploma, at least around 7 hours a day from monday this week. I don't know where i got the energy to practise non-stop from, but I think its because of exam pressure that motivates me. I haven't started studying for the end of years and i have only done my english holiday homework. I guess I should start tonight, even though i'm feeling really tired now, if not i won't be able to finish them by Sunday. For the pass few days, especially on Monday and Tuesday, i have been crying quietly, when i realise that i my pieces are still not good enough and when i think of all the effort put in by others to ensure my success in the diploma exam, especially from my piano teacher, who gave me many extra lessons when my exam was near. Thank you Evangeline for writing me that letter to give me encouragement, and also especially to CHARLOTTE for listening to me cry on the phone and praying for me by sms even though she had already used up all her free smses. Not forgetting Lucas, for cheering me up and many others who have given me motivation and encouragement. I also thank God, and now it's up to him to decided whether i will pass my diploma exam.

I shall start studying tonight. And from now onwards I should use proper English in blogging, to get myself ready for the End of Years!:(
glanced at the mirror at 3:19 AM